If It Was Your Last…

suggested by DS Fly Fishing

“If you could post only one more blog entry forever, what would you say?”

I would tell you the story of how I came to be Spirit. Part of me would like to say I’d write a never ending post all for the desire to never stop posting but that’s not entirely true. My need to share what I write would seriously over-weight my desire to keep on writing the same post for years upon years (hence why you’re not likely to see me stop blogging any time soon, lol).

I would tell you all in the most blunt yet pretty prose that I could fathom just what I believed about everything, what I saw in myself, and all the things I have gone through. I’d tell you about the wrongs I’ve committed and show you what’s ugly within, I’d tell you about the rights I’ve committed and let you see the beauty. I would writing my own story, once and for all, in the form of a post.

Half of you wouldn’t believe me, the half that do would probably think the things I’m talking about are just a metaphor for the reality.

I would tell you the most amazing things and the most boring details. I would crack open this place from which the words stem and let everything fall out onto my keyboard.

I don’t dare to do it now.

I still ‘need’ to blog. To bring myself to that point when I can do all that gradually but if I had only one more post to make- I wouldn’t waste it. I would touch as many souls as I could with my words in hopes it would help others and somehow in some slow chain reaction sort of way change the world a few people to a time. I wouldn’t spell check it or play with my grammar, I’d let it splat and then let it be because like myself my words are no where near perfect. They aren’t always pretty, or cheerful, or right but they are there and they are mine.

I am Spirit, read my roar!

A Meme of Firsts

Ah, I have much writing to get done today but I’m feeling a little friction as far as getting down to it goes. My solution? A pointless meme I found to! Actually, memes aren’t pointless but a really good way to get a post done and thus start off the writing day. Blogging is like my version of morning coffee. Lol.

I found this one on this site and added my own tweaks as I went cause that’s just what I do. ;)

First Job: Opening doors for people at the bank.
First Real Job: It’s a tie between the same one I have now and my writing.
First Favorite Politician: Uhm… how about the politician who isn’t a politician?
First Car: A brown 89 (I think) Oldsmobile.
First Record/CD You Bought: Groove Coverage
First Favorite Actress/Actor: David Tennant (Doctor Who)
First Encounter with a Famous Person: Robin Williams at McDonalds.
First Nickname: Kitty because the kids at camp could pronounce my name.
First Brush With Death: When I was born.
First House/Condo Owned: This one and even it’s not ‘quite’ owned yet.
First Film Seen: Lion King! Rawr!
First Favorite Recording Artist: Ooo, that’s a tough one. I honestly seldom remember the names of the people I listen to.
First Favorite Radio Station: AM 13.10- Radio Disney.
First Book I Remember Reading: I can’t remember but I know the first book I remember having had read ‘to’ me was the original Wizard of Oz.
First Pet: Does my Pine Tree named Stuart count? If not then a caterpillar named Frank.
First Meme You Answered on Your Blog: Good question. *looks* Mwaha! It was easy to find since I, oh, so conveniently titled it ‘Spirit’s First Meme‘. Click it to read.