“If you could post only one more blog entry forever, what would you say?”

I would tell you the story of how I came to be Spirit. Part of me would like to say I’d write a never ending post all for the desire to never stop posting but that’s not entirely true. My need to share what I write would seriously over-weight my desire to keep on writing the same post for years upon years (hence why you’re not likely to see me stop blogging any time soon, lol).

I would tell you all in the most blunt yet pretty prose that I could fathom just what I believed about everything, what I saw in myself, and all the things I have gone through. I’d tell you about the wrongs I’ve committed and show you what’s ugly within, I’d tell you about the rights I’ve committed and let you see the beauty. I would writing my own story, once and for all, in the form of a post.

Half of you wouldn’t believe me, the half that do would probably think the things I’m talking about are just a metaphor for the reality.

I would tell you the most amazing things and the most boring details. I would crack open this place from which the words stem and let everything fall out onto my keyboard.

I don’t dare to do it now.

I still ‘need’ to blog. To bring myself to that point when I can do all that gradually but if I had only one more post to make- I wouldn’t waste it. I would touch as many souls as I could with my words in hopes it would help others and somehow in some slow chain reaction sort of way change the world a few people to a time. I wouldn’t spell check it or play with my grammar, I’d let it splat and then let it be because like myself my words are no where near perfect. They aren’t always pretty, or cheerful, or right but they are there and they are mine.

I am Spirit, read my roar!