Feb
Loving My Thursday
[Lol, forgot to post this after I wrote it.]
Had a great day today. :)
Went to therapy, said some things I wanted to say and almost bridged a topic I’m not very sure about anymore. We delved into the fact that some of my memories- considering how they were made- aren’t going to flow in the sequential way I’d like and that I have to work on breathing techniques.
And after that and went to Ni and Ju’s for a night of anime, sugar, and stories. :)
They had two other old friends over (I’ve missed everyone so much) and their adorable daughter- an angelic little creature who later said the F word on the way out the door, lol. We ate some wonderful homemade Chinese food and I, for my tiny stature, was picked up by just about everyone. :P
I’m so glad their closest neighbors are the band downstairs because we were so loud. Even Ree became social for awhile, it was wonderful! :D I meant to bring them some of my writing and a few other things but I’ll have to remember some other time.
It’s really great being around friends, I can’t even begin to tell you. I’ve made other friends these past few years but none of them are like the people I met during that certain time in my life when I felt most like myself. It really gives hope for all my anxiety that people like them can still find their way into my life.
Alas, eventually I had to leave though I was pretty tempted to call into work and tell them Ree and I had something contagious just so we could stay the night.
My poor hubby,… I imagine he’s glad it doesn’t take us long to crash from our sugar rush. One little odd asthma attack and a nap later and here I am all hyper again. :D
12Feb
ya know, the really good friends are the ones you connect with on a certain almost primal level. i have one really terrific friend from high school i still keep in contact (although i have found a few more) and i think out outsiderness really bonded us. then, i still have a few friends from college when we were all spreading our wings and figuring out who we were. hard to forget those people when you had such deep talks. but perhaps the people i am closest to right now are the other writers i have found over the last few years when i finally just let myself revel in doing what i love :)