29
Jan

Tomorrow Was Today

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Tee hee. :) The day I’ve had,… less eventful than some, more eventful than most.

First was therapy. That was uneventful for the most part. We’re supposed to fill out paperwork every three months to reassess my goals,… needless to say that was an epic failure- not on any one person’s part really just because they can’t seem to properly schedule me and keep said appointments. I haven’t met a single one of the goals on my paper so I think it’s a joke to continue assuming I’ll be done with therapy within the six month term they originally predicted for me. Especially if you know that I only have one month left.

My new therapist seems to get that things haven’t exactly gone as they were supposed to and I have good faith that she’ll do her best to see that this three month period doesn’t go as choppily as the past five have.

We spoke a little about spiritual beliefs- that was an interesting explanation but she seemed to understand what I meant (I like getting the feeling that people understand what I mean on specific matters like that). Better still she took my beliefs (not religion- religion to me is more like an after dinner joke) and helped me work through them to better understand my own disturbing thoughts concerning other things. I’ll probably post more on that later because I’ve been given a lot to think about but on to better topics first.

I saw my friends today.

:) *giggle giggle* :)

If you’re confused see the previous post. Anyways,…

Yesh. We met up at the bookstore and there was much hugging, spazzing, and random poking in the nose. I made them pet me because my hair is freshly dyed and oh so soft and purple. Lol.

We wanted to hang out longer but the roads were bad out and my poor Hubby hasn’t been feeling so hot lately- he ate some bad food, so I’m going to be going back up there next Thursday since that’s their one day off in the week and I don’t have an appointment.

Squeeee! I’m so happy. They haven’t changed at all though I swear Ni’s gotten taller. Either that or I’ve gotten shorter but I refuse to admit that in any way shape or form. They’re still wonderful, spazzy, understanding, and just wonderful people. Ju is a little quieter now, I’ll have to fix that. Everything else aside it’s like we haven’t had a three year gap in seeing each other.

Lol. I have to laugh. By now we all know I’m an anxious sort of person. So is Kei, when she gets nervous around people she gets quiet so I have to poke her multiple times. Me on the other hand, when I get nervous around people I do the exact opposite. I’m quiet but as soon as I start talking I don’t stop. I nervously fill any possible silence with random babble about anything.

Methinks they remembered this because if they noticed they didn’t say anything. :)

We played with the stuffed animals in the bin, looked through some horror comics, talked about cosplay, where to find the best manga online, and I think I might have even convinced them to come to the next anime convention with me. :) Mwahahaha. That would be exciting.

Alas, we eventually had to say out temporary goodbyes but it was funny. Every time we started to say goodbye and that we had to get going we’d suddenly find something more to talk about and spend another ten minutes going on about it. :) It was awesome.

I’m so happy. :) So many wonderful people in my life.

6 Responses to “Tomorrow Was Today”

  1. Jessie Carty
    29Jan

    those types of meetings are so much fun! glad it went well and that you will be doing it again soon :) this is how i feel when i get together with other writers at writing events. ah the love!

  2. quill or sarah
    29Jan

    i’m so very happy for you.

  3. Koreen
    29Jan

    I had a girls’ night out on Friday, too. We had the same sort of good-bye session–too funny. It sounds like your night out with friends was well worth it. My friends are usually the best kind of therapy.

  4. Spirit
    29Jan

    Most indeedy. :) I used to want friends so badly when I was younger, I would have done anything to have someone I could call a friend but now I’m even happier to find people who I have something in common with even if they aren’t always the closes friends. Common ground is just… it makes me so happy. Thankies.

  5. Spirit
    29Jan

    Thankies! :D

  6. Spirit
    29Jan

    Well worth it and then some indeed. I agree via the therapy bit. They know more about me than my therapist and as a result often have better advice so it’s like I’m getting help from all different sides. :) Tee hee. I had a girl’s night out tonight, it was awesome.

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