I hope so via the pulling oneself out of the rubble but if things were to happen as before… I have a hard time picturing it. Probably because just imagining it makes me cringe muchly.

Thank you so much and I hope you’re right.

Hehehehe, thoughts and writing go hand in hand for people like us- I don’t think I personally know how not to include a thought of mine in something I write as soon as it enters my head. I’d have to forcefully hit delete and then knowing me I’d probably type it out all over again. :D

and i truly believe you could pull yourself up out of any rubble, not that you’ll need to, i sincerely hope. i reckon you have a stronger sense of happiness now, and faith and belief in life’s possible better courses, people and happenings. everything was once so very dark for you, and that still saddens me, but now you’ve tasted such happiness and are such a positive, loving, honest and caring young soul, i don’t believe you will ever let yourself slip back towards/into such darkness. :-D

and it’s funny re your failure comment. i was typing here as i read and thought of something to say, and i’d already added a comment here along similar lines, about how everything in this life that we learn is not for us helps us step closer to finding what it is we do want. but i don’t need to include it now. even though i’ve just realised i have again. eejit. ;-)