Feeling ‘Normal’
March 4th, 2008
Wow. Never underestimate the power of music. I was just listening to the song from ‘The Last Unicorn’, the version by Groove Coverage and reading something fairy sad… my throat threatened to close up at the combination. It’s so wonderful to discover what can evoke emotions in oneself.
It was a very powerful moment but I enjoyed. Emotions let us know we are alive after all, I just wish I could always understand the source of them like I do right now. I’m having less random break downs and the breathing thing is starting to even out but that might just be because I’m using the inhaler more often than not. Heh, I’ve gone two days without though despite the pain. It seems I have more trouble making myself use it at home than at work.
Today was also uneventful. A couple of phone calls, a couple of moments to smile at, and a couple of conversations on the internet. Tomorrow is my last day off, I’ll probably venture out of the house for a few hours. Hang out at the book store while my Hunny is in class. The usual but appreciated routine of my life.



