Ramblings
September 20th, 2007
I’m in a pretty good mood today. Just took the cat for a walk, Kitten- he’s the only one who goes outside and even then it has to be on a leash. He brought me a dead fat cricket. I feel loved. :) Sunshine is good even when summer is almost over. I love how the turning wheel feels when change is in the air. It’s almost magickal. I take that back, it is magickal.
Someday I’m going to be an accomplished writer. This is my mantra and I say it daily. There are so many things I want to be in life, many in fact that I worry I may never succeed in. I’m none of those people who moves from task to task like a hummingbird and has about the same kind of attention span but the only thing that has remained constant in my life is writing. I’ve always written. I am a writer, in my soul and I try to bring my soul outwards with every step I take in this world. Sometimes I am scorned for it but I don’t care. I’ve been burned many times over for my beliefs, my morals, my actions, and my very being.
Something in me feels like a rebel today. I haven’t felt that feeling in quite some time. Like nothing can hold me back or push me down. I know things are bad at times and lots of life really does suck but it could always be worse. Out of all the bad that has happened I am constantly reminded of all the good that has accompanied it.
Muse of the moment: Kitten. Just because I love him.
